Although
my work has gone through many transitions in fifteen years of production,
there are many aspects that tie my ideas together. Although it sounds like
a cliché, I am attempting to find a middle ground between the abstract
realm and the figurative/objective world--often turning to great literary
voices to project my ideas in visual terms. I am most inspired by the Mexican
muralist movement, the New York School, and late sixteenth century painting
in France. I rely on my intuition to present my identity on all levels.
Sometimes I believe that many of our Chicano artists are over-ambitiously
attempting to manifest Chicano identity. One that often finds its truest
or perhaps most honest manifestation in tatoos, low riders, on walls, fashions,
etc. I am starting to see shifts in the Latino art communities. One that
finally allows us to lay down our extreme self-identity (or occasional lack
of) within the visual arts, one which allows us to express and define ourselves
and our communities with sincerity and grace. We need to give ourselves
the freedom to explore our ideas on many levels. This way, the visual dialogue
becomes more inclusive instead of exclusive. This will allow us to continue
flourishing and creating dialogues which become inviting to the art community
and public as a whole. Today the Chicano identity is strong--thanks to many
whom have struggled to let the Chicano voice ring and allow many truths
be known. As artists we have the responsibility to borrow from the best
of all worlds. Identity will remain.
Perhaps
the most recent change I am sensing in the various Latino art communities
I’ve lived in throughout the United States is the common struggle
for Latina/o artists to explore and celebrate our unique identities without
sliding into common pitfalls and expectations. It is a trap to create images
that fall prisoners to the often shallow public and institutionalized perception
of what Chicano iconography should be. The blatant homogeneous use and abuse
of iconography such as the Guadalupe, Zapata, Cantinflas, la lotería,
and El Santo, among many, have become all too commonplace. This is destructive
in effect because the value of the original is often drowned. Yes, I believe
Latino/a artists have the responsibility to cherish and manifest this rich
heritage--one we are so lucky to have inherited. However, we must not let
ourselves be prepackaged. We have the responsibility to prize change and
innovation, to create our own iconography, to share our unique experiences,
to invent our own myths, and to freely explore new ideas and techniques--even
at the occasional risk of reaching outside.
Fall
of the Master Builder
I commonly
use various narratives from books, plays, and poetry as a point of initiation
to my image-making. This particular painting of the falling master builder
is one of several derived from Henrik Ibson’s play, The Master
Builder. Here the patriarchal lead character, Mr. Soleness, falls from
a steeple to his demise during the hanging of a celebratory wreath. This
scene remains ambiguous in the play. Was the fall self-inflicted or was
he merely too weak in his old age to achieve his final climb? Rather than
illustrate a particular scene or story, my intention when I work like this
is to capture the raw and dramatic psychological impact of a given text.
Teresa’s
Dream
The
initial idea of this painting came after reading a segment of Kundera’s
The Unbearable Lightness of Being. I wanted the image to reflect the design
and glow of German Gothic stained glass. As in most of my paintings, I wanted
the figurative elements of the image to be life-size in order to vitalize
the psychological tension. I was interested in where you as a viewer stand
in relation to the picture. Are you part of the scene, or merely a distant
observer? One of the reasons I like this painting is that it cherishes the
rich color schemes of my Mexican ancestry. It reminds me of the splendid
colors and smells of el mercado de Cuernavaca.